Okay, so, Saturn square Sun, right? I’ve been feeling this one for a while, and it’s been… a journey, to say the least. I decided I should start keeping better track of what’s happening with the planets and how it all lines up with my own chart, I started to track this one.
First, I looked up when exactly this transit was hitting its peak for me. I Use some apps find my birth chart, I noticed this square creeping up. It’s a slow-moving transit, so it’s not like a sudden shock, more like a slow burn.
My Experience Getting Started
My first step was to really understand what this transit means. Lots of sources talk about Saturn as the “taskmaster” planet, and the Sun represents our core identity, our ego. A square is a tense aspect, so, put it together and you get… challenges to your sense of self, your authority, maybe your career. Fun, right?
I started a journal, just for this transit. I wanted to track how I was feeling, what was happening in my life, and any insights I gained. I also made a point of checking in with my astrologer friend – she’s way more knowledgeable than I am and help me figured it out.
The Thick of It
- Work Drama: My job, which I usually love, suddenly felt… heavy. I felt restricted, like my creativity was being stifled. There were some disagreements with my boss, too – classic Saturn square Sun stuff.
- Self-Doubt: Oh boy, this was a big one. I started questioning everything. My abilities, my goals, even my personality. I felt like I was constantly falling short.
- Low Energy: I just felt… tired. Physically and emotionally drained. It was hard to get motivated, even for things I usually enjoy. I had to drag myself out of bed some days.
What I Did About It
So, I was feeling all this, and it wasn’t great. But I didn’t want to just wallow. I decided to be proactive.
- Responsibility: I faced the challenges at work head-on. Instead of avoiding my boss, I initiated conversations. It wasn’t easy, but it helped clear the air.
- Discipline: I knew I needed structure. I created a daily routine, even if it was just a simple one. Wake up, meditate, work, exercise, read. Sticking to it helped me feel more grounded.
- Self-Care: This was crucial. I made time for things that nourished me. Long baths, walks in nature, spending time with loved ones. I even started saying “no” to things I didn’t have the energy for.
- Therapy: I’m a big believer in therapy, and this transit was a good reminder of why. Talking to a professional helped me process my feelings and gain perspective.
The Outcome (So Far)
I’m still in the midst of this transit, but I can honestly say I’m feeling better. It’s not perfect, but I’m learning. I’m learning to be more patient with myself, to set realistic expectations, and to stand up for what I need. I realized that some of the limitations I felt were self-imposed, and I started breaking those down.
The work stuff is still a work in progress, but I’m communicating better, and I’m feeling more confident in my abilities. The self-doubt still creeps in, but I’m better at recognizing it and not letting it control me.
It’s like I’m building a stronger foundation for myself. It’s not glamorous, but it’s real. And honestly, I think I’ll come out of this transit stronger and more resilient. I continue to keep my notes and stay learning.
