Today I wanted to share something a bit more personal, my journey with my astrological makeup: Taurus Sun, Leo Rising. It’s been a wild ride, figuring out how these two energies play out in my life.
So, let’s start at the beginning. I’ve always felt this deep sense of stability and practicality, you know? That’s the Taurus in me. I’m the friend who’s always got a plan, the one who’s reliable and grounded. I love the simple pleasures of life – good food, a cozy home, being surrounded by nature. I’m not much for impulsive decisions; I like to take my time and really think things through. For a long time, I just thought that’s who I was, plain and simple.
But then there’s this other side of me. This side that craves attention, that loves being in the spotlight, that’s, well, a bit dramatic at times. I used to be so confused by this! I’d have these moments where I’d want to be the center of attention, where I’d feel this surge of confidence and charisma. But then, I’d retreat back into my Taurus shell, feeling almost embarrassed by my own boldness. It was like I was two different people living inside one body.
It wasn’t until I really dove into astrology that things started to click. Discovering that I’m a Leo Rising explained so much! It was like finding the missing piece of the puzzle. Leo Rising, as I learned, is all about how you present yourself to the world, your first impression, your outer persona. It’s the mask you wear, in a way. And for me, that mask is a lion – bold, confident, and a bit showy.
Initially, I kind of fought against it. I mean, who wants to be called the “drama queen”? But the more I sat with it, the more I realized that embracing my Leo Rising wasn’t about being fake or putting on a show. It was about acknowledging this fiery, passionate part of myself that’s just as real as my earthy, Taurus side.
The real work began when I started trying to integrate these two seemingly opposite energies. It was like trying to mix oil and water at first. My Taurus Sun wanted to stay in its comfort zone, while my Leo Rising was itching to break free and shine. I remember one time, I was at a party, and I suddenly felt this urge to get up and dance, even though I’m usually the wallflower type. My Taurus side was screaming, “What are you doing?! Sit down!” But my Leo Rising was like, “Let’s do this!” I ended up dancing, and you know what? It was actually really fun!
- There were plenty of other times when the clash was more challenging. Like when my stubborn Taurus Sun refused to budge on a decision, even when my Leo Rising knew it was time to be flexible and let things go. Or when my Leo Rising’s pride made it hard for me to admit I was wrong, even when my Taurus Sun knew that owning up to my mistakes was the right thing to do.
- It’s been a constant process of learning to balance these two sides of myself. To honor my need for stability and security, while also allowing myself to express my creativity and passion. To be grounded and practical, but also to embrace my inner drama and have some fun. I started saying yes to things that scared me a little, things that my Taurus side would normally shy away from. I joined a local theater group, which was a HUGE step for me. Standing on that stage, under the lights, I felt this incredible rush. It was terrifying, but also exhilarating.
Nowadays, I see my Taurus Sun and Leo Rising as a team. My Taurus Sun keeps me grounded and focused, while my Leo Rising gives me the courage to take risks and step outside of my comfort zone. It’s not always easy, but it’s definitely made my life a lot more interesting. One thing I’ve learned is that neither sign is “better” than the other. They’re just different parts of me, and they both have something valuable to offer. It’s all about finding that sweet spot where they can work together, instead of against each other. I’m still figuring it out, day by day. But I’m a lot more comfortable in my own skin now, quirks and all. And I’m excited to see where this journey takes me next.
Honestly, it’s still a work in progress. Some days I feel like I’ve got it all figured out, and other days I’m back to square one. But that’s okay. Life’s a journey, right? And I’m learning to embrace all the twists and turns, even the ones that involve a stubborn bull and a flamboyant lion. The biggest lesson I’ve learned is that it’s okay to be both. It’s okay to want stability and excitement, to be practical and dramatic, to be grounded and to shine.
So yeah, that’s my story. My Taurus Sun, Leo Rising story. It’s messy, it’s complicated, but it’s mine. And I wouldn’t trade it for the world.
