Okay, so today I dove into this whole “Sun opposition Neptune” thing in my natal chart. I’ve been feeling kinda spacey and confused lately, and I’m trying to figure out if my birth chart has any clues. I’m no astrology expert, but I’m open to exploring!
First, I pulled up my natal chart online. I already knew my birth time and place, so that was easy. I found the Sun symbol (the circle with a dot in the middle) and then looked across the chart to see if there was anything directly opposite it. And there it was – Neptune, that little trident-looking thing.
So, I have Sun opposition Neptune. Now what? Time to hit the internet!
I started by searching “Sun opposition Neptune natal” and, wow, there’s a LOT of information out there. Some of it was pretty intense, talking about illusions and delusions. It felt a bit overwhelming, to be honest.
I scrolled through a few different websites and forums, trying to filter out the scary-sounding stuff and find some practical insights. I learned that this aspect can make it hard to see things clearly, like I’m looking through a foggy window. It can also make me more sensitive to other people’s energy, which kinda makes sense.
I took some notes on the things that resonated with me.
- Difficulty with boundaries.
- Tendency to idealize people or situations.
- Feeling drained easily.
- A need for creative or spiritual outlets.
- Feeling like, lost.
I decided to focus on the “creative outlets” part. I used to love painting, but I haven’t done it in ages. Maybe this is a sign to pick up my brushes again? I can also write for myself. It is also a kind of art, a form of expression.
I spent the afternoon just messing around with some watercolors. It wasn’t about creating a masterpiece, just about letting myself play and express something. And you know what? It felt good. I think it did clear something inside me.
I also realized I’d been putting a lot of pressure on myself to be “productive” all the time. I don’t feel like I am. It is just the pressure of not being myself. Maybe this Sun-Neptune thing is a reminder to slow down, to listen to my intuition, and to not be so hard on myself.
So, that’s where I’m at with it. I’m not saying I have all the answers, but I definitely feel like I’ve gained a little bit of clarity. I’m going to keep exploring this, and I’ll try to pay more attention to those foggy moments and see if I can find my way through them. I’m going to take it one day at a time, I won’t push myself any harder.
